I’ve been looking at things in retrospect. But wth, I don’t remember a single shit about my life. Maybe I just choose not to. Oh I’ll definitely remember my weight-losing, self-discipline and the satisfaction and fitness I got from it. I really wonder how long I’ll be able to keep up with the studying. I’ve never been one who has so much discipline as to even study on my own. I guess it’s because I’m on my own now, my parents can’t do anything to help me. I thank God for the presence of my friends, esp people like Genin, Shanna and Tessa.

My moods are terrible, I swear. I hate myself for it (not forgetting my brainless self for always not bringing consent forms). My emotions just flow – I get agitated easily, I cry. I don’t know if it’s due to lack of sleep but rarrr.

My dad’s gone to Italy for a 10-day business trip. I wonder how the quality of their pizzas differ. Haha extremely random but yeah. Other random things: I think Hellogoodbye and Socratic have really cute MVs. Fruits make up most of my diet and I’d die without them. I have strange thoughts and I can be REAL weird at times. Have I mentioned Batman is the best? hurhur.

May’s coming to an end already. I had my last official Friday guides session today. It was……like any other guide session? Just that everyone was a lot more joyous. I don’t regret having guides as my CCA, neither do I have any quelms or doubts about what I’ve been doing every Friday in school. I believe that’s a good sign   Thinking about it, the yellow-badge have very err memorable/significant changes and happenings. Take this year for example, we’re graduating and it’ll be the last year in this building before it all gets torn down, there was Fiesta, my batch began with a new syllabus and assessment style ETC ETC. Ah well, camp/campfire’s coming soon, together with sec1 enrolment and our P.O.P! I’m glad I got my Gold for guides and tried for PGA and also relieved I didn’t get in. I need to fulfill my dreams in order to gain higher achievements in the future!

I haven’t been going out recently and I’m okay with it (surprisingly!). Time has flown so fast and it’s five more months to the big Os. And I shall await Hanrong’s treat to I-don’t-know-what. Heh.

 

Someone please enlighten me on how the fat blob achieves such fashionable instincts and still reveal her curvaceous figure.

Oh yes. I’ve decided not to be so critical and try to ignore highly dangerous irritants and whinings.